I haven't posted here much this month and I can assure you it's because I haven't been health-focused at all. I had too many "well, only today will I...." days this month. I didn't count calories as fervently as I was doing, I didn't go to the gym as much as I wanted to and I didn't eat as healthily as I planned. HOWEVER, I am staying right around 168, so I at least managed not to completely sabotage myself.

Today is my birthday and I am 28! This is the year I get thin :) I think my biggest problem right now is that I'm 4 lbs from being the thinnest I've ever been since HS, and I just feel thin. Obviously I'm not and I have 40lbs more to lose, but I really need to lose at least 33 lbs more before I am actually "normal" I'm just not obese and that's an incredibly nice feeling. I'm probably feeling a little smug that I've lost weight and not quite on track again.

My goal is to shake myself up and throw myself back into gym every day this week (excluding today, I plan on eating my weight in cake and food all day) but after that, gym every evening!